Wednesday, September 22, 2010


Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find...
Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise..
Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line
Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Ps: is that real There is the soulmate in our Life?

~welcomes hectic life~

i think i should seeking for some peace. that's no wonder because my life is hectic these days.
im stucking with plenty tasks and works~all the tests++assignments++mY final year project proposal++reports and other Huhu problems(huhu means persOnal )..
well, dealing with prefectionist is real irritating huh..that what i'd been through in the making my proposal. i just do all things wif no supervision and no assistant at all~from deciding the topic until finding the methods and so on..sometime i felt terribly exhausting standing on my feet alone..but sometime i felt its just ok with nobody behind me.fortunately, i've my besfren who cares for me so much indeed. i wana thank him for standing by me thick and thin. well,my fifth sem keeps my self busier than several last sems before. That should be as i guess. stepping to the final year is meant you stepping on ultimate damage head time.Hahaha.. after having Long time of raya holiday, there's so many works awaits to be done. all the lecturer happily pick dates for us accomplish their tests and assigments..the most scary part is i've zero readiness in recovering all the subjects speacially mr. robin's subject.eventhough, i love money very much, but im the one who's very poor in financing core. deadly, i got no basic at all in financing so it means i must start from the root of basic..since he likes to pick my name in his class, i upset when cant answering his questions. 
i really hope all such things will flying away as soon as possible..and my wish is all my stuff can be completed very well.

thats all from me.
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era cinderera

Saturday, September 18, 2010

.:sOnneT 18:.

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this and this gives life to thee.

by william shakespare
~sonnet 18~

Friday, September 17, 2010

.:siaPa biLang jejake meLAyu tak meNawan:.


H: pe laki type u ekk??
J:  i xkesah pon..janji i hepi wif abt u?
H:  i xnak laki melayu..i suke laki inggeris..
J: ehh..nape plak??
H:  dorang romantic taw..laki melayu ni cam xgentleman lar..u tgk la laki omputih..even da tue pon still have  passion kat his wife..romantic taw..
J:  lar..laki melayu pon ade gak yang cmtu..dorang tu bukan betol sgt kadang2..u nak dornag balik umah abuse u..u nak cmtu??
H: well, carik la betol2..i nak laki inggeris then convert him to islam
J: oic..gOodluck la ekk( dalam ati~patot la smpy sekarang xde bf agi~hi taste betoi)

sape cakap laki melayu xmenawan??

menawan kah?? tetTTtttt!!!!

well sekarang kan ramy girls yang sgt obses nak carik boyfren mat saleh..xpon yang ade mix pon layan lar...

memgla kan..orang kate laki mat saleh ni HOT...RoMAntiC gitu...geNtle man...ade Prinsip ladY firsT...and watever else larr

mane tak nye hari2 dok layan movies omputih..jejake omputih perhh mencairkan ati dan sanubari..hahaha..tengok jela..BraDD pitt,robert pattison..orlando bLoom..kaka...dan ramy agi jejake mat salih yang hOt cam kuali panass..

jangan la kate orang laen..kalo ikotkan ati sape xnak kan..nanti kawen dapt anak comeyL dan bijak..tapi jangan la terlalu nak pandang tinggi kat bangse laen...laki melayu pon NotBAd lar~

still ade laki melayu yang gentleman++romantic wat??
bes dad.stil jer manje2 ngan my mom even they are getting dad xpernah bg my mom drives car selagi dye ade kat seblah..still give present and make surprise for WhaTT right??(bukan nak puji but some of my fren pon pernah bagitaw ayah dorang do the same things. i just bagi contoh jer ok)

laki mat salih laen budaye ngan kite..tengok jela kat movies dorang..some yang da ade kekasih pon still having date  and sex wif some else kan..clUbbing..mabOk2...kissing at public area...(nak ke laki camtu..setakat muke je ensem nak watpe)

budaye kite kan laen ngan dorang sebab tu ramy pompuan yang kawen ngn mat saleh je mesti cerai..but still few ends with happy ending..aiYoo!!ingat kawen ni just on the piece of paper je ker..memg betoi2 la terpengaruh ngan cter2 jiwang omputih

well, jodoh semua di tangan tuhan..kita xmampu nak menolak kan??so wat im trying to say here is,
janganla kita terlalu obsess ngan laki omputih..laki melayu pon xde kurangnyew lar..dorang lagi memahami hati seorang gadis melayu...cewAhhhh...kalo korang xsuke jejake melayu sekalipon xperlu la nak condemn mereka k..bukan cakap saje2 jer..dis is not fable!!
hot!!jejake melayu
pS~hah tengok..still ade laki melayu yang Hot dan meletup ashraf musLim ni..huhu igat orang putih je hot..laki melayu pon leh tahan larr..~ni la laki idaman hatiku..hehe..

one more thing, i bukan nak bias and anti laki omputih..i just nak bg peringatan kat gadis2 melayu yang mungkin lupe same2 lar kite ingatkan..
thats all..adiOs~

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era cinderera

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

~my FYp~


im going through de most exhausting part in my student life~seniOr year
xsangke da masuk last year..jap gilerrr..
so nak xnak kenela wat final year project..
well..the topic still blur..what should i do right now..huhu
 somebody help me!!
waaa!! crying deep in my heart.

the decision was part is under plant study..what can i do with u MR. PLANT!!!
i don like u~veli2 much..u make my stress level lifting up..hate u..hate u!!

ps~orang lain da sebok2 wat still blurring wif the topic..sob..sob..but its so ok era..u still have time..chayok2..semangat sikit..aiyoo00..(saje nak sedap kan hati)..doakan yer...semoga everything goes smoothly..amin ...

Tuesday, September 07, 2010

~ heaRt brEaker~

i had a broken heart
it seems so0 no words can say
  real terribly feeLing
obviously painFuL heaArt
i hate that i Love yOu 

i don't want say to0 much..all these completely tells what im feeling right now
it just drives me crazee..feeling like empty..
from now more fairy tales or even damn prince charming waiting
its exactly kind of boring 
all nonsenses
they are all  just faking quotes
hey baby!!i wana curse u now
you will be my Olwes eX 
i promise i wont cry for u all will NEVER 

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Monday, September 06, 2010

~ Ramadhan farewell & weLcomes sYawal~

isHHhh...nape ni..??

makin meningkat usie makin xserOnok la raye..xde feeLing cam kecik2 dulu..
dulu time kecik, semangat nak balik kampOng,seminggu before raye da plan nak packing per. nak bawak per..nak paky baju per..cam2 lagi lar...baju bawak bebondong lak tu cam nak stay forever jer kat kampOng tu..sampy xmuat kete..
cam bise Lar..every single raye mesti kene balik kedaH..mY papa's kampOng..usually drive car takes 7hours or less kot..(tu pon kalo xbenti)..perjalanan quite exhausted..but fuLl of fuN..papa la cian..he is soO gentleman..mane dye nak bagi orang laen take over dye drive..kate dye..laki must lead family..hehe..You're the bes papa.

kat kmpg syok..pasang pelite keliling umah..dulu papa kate kitong adek beradik batak cm xpenah jmpe pelite..asal atok pasang jer..kitorng g tiup cam sambut besday ..yela..kat umah xpenah jumpe..mmg kelakar..
tapi atok da xde lar..every raye pas solat raye satu famli g ziarah kubur atok..bersihkan kawasn perkuburan.. sayu la plak asenYew..hehe=)
raye pertame ngan kezen2 sume g round2 satu kampung kutip duit..balik umah pengsan tak nyew..penat and panas..tapi enjoy abes la..poket pon penuh jer time tu..hehe..*budak giler duit raye*

dulu ingat ag..suke sangat kumpul kad raye..ader yang kawn bg..pastu leh gantung kat dinding..sekarang da xde sangat org bagi kad raye..yelapon..skrg kan da ade orang pon ag senang nk greet..da xpayah nak beli kad n stamps...kalo gne kad bes sikit..leh wat corak2..bagi pantOn ker..yang paling xtahan lekat coin..(kononye cm bg duit raye)..memang Lucu...sekarang memg da xjumpe kot..seriOuslY that was wonderful time..sekarg da xde lar..maybe sebab tu kot raye cm xfun cm dulu..

well, watever pon..i hope everyone enjoy their eid day..yela semangat ni nk paky baju baru..salu nye stocks baju kompem banyak..yela banyk majlis nak pegi kan..bUTforGetNot!! there are somebody else yang la ok..

so i think better i stop now..nak g packing..InsyaAllah..sok nak gerak g kedah..mudah2an semua berjalan lancar..pray for me & my famly ok..
i wana apologize to everyone and wish u all

*seLamat menyambut Hari raya Aidilfitri*
maaf zahir & batin

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~ saLam eid daY 2010~

selamat menyambut hari raya aidilfitri
dikesempatan ini era nak ucapkan jutaan kemaafan kepade 

.:famiLy~Papa+Mama+aLong+aBg+siS and Br0 in Law+adek2 sekaLian:.
.:My LurVe~ Mr.rigHt:.
.:My bestie~eNiey & sheNa:.
.:aLL aunties, uncLes & coUsins:.
.:kawaN2 sKoOl sume:.
.:kawaN2 UiTm:.
.:dan semue Yang mengeNali diri eRa:.

maaF sangat2 sekiranye pernah melukakan hati, terkasar bahse Or tersilap kate..mudah2 raye kali ini lebih bermakne..
seLamat puLang ke kampOng haLaman. janGan men mercuN ok..~

ePpiey eid Day & eNjoy uRselveS
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Sunday, September 05, 2010

**nowadaYs obsessioN**

.:GosSip GirL:.

jejake-jejake gossip girl

 WaoWw!!  i cant stop watching this series..naTe archibald and chuck bass!! you both are too handsome~ i cant stop adore you lar..haHaha..
at the first, tergugat tengok nate archibald (reaL charming casanoVa)~kinda innocence tall boy..evendoh he is tall boy and quite skinny (xsuke laki skinny sebnrnye) tapi he is perfect..You'Re Hot babeH! aUww..
tapi sekarang hati da berubah kat chuck anak org kaye yang pelik..i love his character~ egoist creature ever but he acts not really annoying..aHHh..xkesah la dye tu cmne tapi suke sgat dye punyer care syang kat Blair..memg superb!! kalo lar ade jejake version chuck~memg kompem da wat list koleksi jejake2 idaman hati..haha..
nate archibald
chuck bass


main Stars oF twilight series
 ~From the books to the movie..
**robert pattison**
**Kristen stewart**
**Taylor Lautner**
buku twilight saga first yang introduced me ingat lagi sis piJa( my ex ruMet)~she very2 obsess to the twilight series.. pagi petang siang malam dok bace Ebook dye.bace je xpe..emosi dye yang paling xtahan..HAhaha..ingat agi...kalo dye cter pasl si robert pattison kompem orng teruje.this obsession seems so contagious like flu disease..from that moment i started download &  read the Ebook too.but im not done yet reading breaking dawn..he he..he..
this story have complete four continuously series~TwiLight++NeWmoOn++eclipse++ Breaking Dawn~
the most thing that special for me is the story outline..not only the beautiful language arranged by the author but i love the way how kinda paranormal Loving couple between human and vampire~at de first i was read the book i felt like so0 that into the edward cullen..i tot i wana fall in love wif vampire..i was willingly my blood being sucked by the handsome vampire..HAhaha..till now i stil obsess wif this series..i never miss to watch them at cinema(wif my beloved)
time tgk twilight watak jacob xbape menyerlah sngt..so0 giler ag kat edward..tapi makin lame watak jocob dominate cter ni lagi2 series kedue~new moon..But Rob~no worry ok, my Lurve still to u..

the best part in the eclipse~that time edward proposes bella (in book not in the movie)..

bella swan: he looked up at me through his impossibly long lashes, his golden eyes soft but, somehow scorching

edward: i promise to love you forever-every single day of forever, will you marry me?

bella swan: there were many things i want to say, some of them not nice at all, and other more distinguishably gooey and romantic than he probably dreamed i was capable of . rather than embarrass myself  with either, i whispered...."YES"

sweet sangat part nie..yang paling suke pasl edward ade satu part bella nak makes love with him..but he refused and said.." i wana make it special after we marry"...OMG! sound crazee huh!!how could you Ed..watever pon tu la yang paling mengetarkan jiwe and it was completely touch me giler2..

Edward Cullen & Bella Swan

ps: kalo la ade lagi sekarang laki orthodox cam edward..but sweet.. hehe..susuahnyew nak jumpe laki cmni zaman sekarang..kalo girls say nak makes love, belom sempat abes ayat da ready siap2 da..OPppss!! XoxO

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Saturday, September 04, 2010

*mY aDdict!0Ns*

haLoo u have any addiction for some thing??..even other people claims u aRe insAne++weirD++crazee...but
WHO CAres riGht?? haha..!!

well kaLo nak list down what are my addictioNs..xcukup pages kot..
but i Love to sHare..
~i aM~

aKu gilaRr shopping..thats the best hah tingat satu peristiWe..penah sekali gadOh ngn my bF( mY mr H)..gadoh tahaP peraNg makcik2 Joyah kat kampung..ciap beriye2 ni da nak clash..pastu kawn2 pon ajak g shOppinG..ingat ag..time tu poket da kering..kat bank duit tinggal 2angka je kot..boley gak pekene kasot sepasg..beg 2bijik.. da pas syok sgt shOpping smpy lupe ni tadi gadoh ngn my  Bf...balik jer bilik kol mY boy cm biase.." b, tadikan kite bli bla2..." dan2 xigat pasal perang dunie tadi..haha..memg giLak!!
so pe wat im trying to say here is sHopping is the Best therapHy speacially to all girls..
for guy, kalo korang gadoh and agk2 xdapat nk kate korang pegi lar bawak awek g shOpping..asal dapat beg gucci kew, purse guess ker.kasOt jiMmy choo...kOmpem da x merajuk lagi..hahaha!!

ps: tapi ni bukan nak ckp pompuan ni materialistik..but this is just an ideal suggestion sekiranye da xde jalan laen nak selamatkan hubungan korang..iM girl and OfKosh i know best what girls want..=)

.:HeLLo Kitty:.
i like HK bcause she is cute..salOo my sista kutuk2..kucing xde mulut kepale besar lar..but..i Like it..aHakss!!i ade byk HK collection.from malaysie and also from oversea...

My piLlow sheet and HK teddy
my HK key cHain..actually it made from jed..from Korea.
ade lagi..tapi mls nk upLoad byk2..but..that is my collection that i love most..HK besT!!

.:iM piNkahoLic:.
pink loves me..nothing much to say..hehe..

.: pHotograpHy:.
suke cangat2 photographing..dulu penah gak bercite2 nak jd photographer..tapi mama suruh kite jadi doktor..huhu..but sekarng pon i start taking pic for my collection..tapi editting xsempat2 ag nak wat..dah jadi kinda camera-maniac person  gak lar..

.:mini cOOper:.
i memg Crazee kat kerete MINi cooPer..comey sgt2..pantang tengok mini cooper lalu..mate terkebil2 xkelip langsong dok tengok..i hope satu hari dapat sebijik mini coOper( kaler pix specifically)

banyak lagi tapi malas nak tulis..lar..da ase mengantok kalo you guys nak share pape..u are freeLy to do soo..
  so kaWan2 sekalian..AdiOs~

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.:WheN i saY we Are frieNd, it MeaNs fOrevEr:.

Friendship is not a game to play, 
It is not a word to say, 
It doesn't start on March 
and ends on May, 
It is tomorrow, yesterday, 
today and everyday. 

orang kate kalo kawan tu selamenyew??
cm xsangke jer from 4 jadi 3..i never meet that kind of person in my life ever. this is the saddest incident in my friendship history entire of my life..
for me friendship is everything..shariNg..LAughing..sMilling..prOtectiNg..Loving..or watever -ing lagi larrr...

i hve a story..actually this is real story..this story is abOut a LoneLy girL( baru jer dapat title tu)
kenape yer orang BERADE (OopsS!!not at all Ok..) sangat memilih kawan..
klo satakat 70posen punyer hal pon leh jadi klaka jer..i never meet that kinda rich girl in entire my life..THIS iS the First time!! perlu ker beliau SanggOp kate kawn2Nye sendiri dOg!!((ohh shiTT man..wat the F***) xkesah la sengaje or tak..but this word kan rude..even u don mean pon..but certain people takes it seriously and that shouldn't out from YOUR BESTFRIEND's mouth kan.,deNgan kawn perlu ke ade isU haLal haRam.. xcukup agi..dye sanggOp menyakitkan hati seorang anak yatim..this is Very unaCCeptble!! heLlo..muke da cantik..tapi hati MAsyaALLah..tapi xpela..mgkin beliau xpernah ade kawn..she don noe what friend means i gueSs>>i hope someday Allah bless Her wif the petunjuk..frOm me and the rest~we are forgiVe you MisS LOneLy giRl!! 
i think The best way to keep your friends is not to give them away..that was the mistake. i really hope someday u will realize..i ReaLLY2 hoPe thaT!!!

this wat happens in my life, i love my FrenS..for they're all for me..setakat bende kecik jangan la memendam..teros terang jela..fren is about trust and supportive..Try to be governed by your loves and not your hates and find goodness and beauty where you can.
so now i happy wif three..~SheNa & eniEy ~ xsabar nak tgk korang nanti kawen..ade anak..da ready ni nak jadi AUntie's sweet that moment..yEYeaHh!!
  tak Lupe kat fiq, leya, sara, sekmoo. naja, carel, pejal, tiqah, zOo, but (kawan2 yang lain jangan kecik ati byk sgt..i mals nk taip pjg2)

oPpss!! i almost fOrget My bestFriEnd ever..he's my friend, my brader, my partner, my enemy..he's My mr H..thanks for beiNg my besfriend ever..
  that's learn to appreciate your Friend..

True Friends Are Like Mornings:
You Can't Have Them For The Whole Day,
But You Can Be Sure They Will Be There
When You Wake Up The Other Day.
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Friday, September 03, 2010

10 things i hate abOut you

10 things i hate about you
Adapted from William Shakespeare's play "The Taming of the Shrew.have you watch this movie?? its now under list as favorite movie.This is the best movie i ever watch.
The story is about, set at the fictional Padua High School in Tacoma where a new transfer student, Cameron, is interested in the popular sophomore Bianca Stratford. But Bianca's overprotective and domineering father forbids Bianca to date unless her older sister Katerina, an unpopular and hostile senior, does. In a bid to get Katerina a boyfriend, Cameron sets up a plan to have the school stud, Joey Donnar, bribe Patrick Verona, an outcast senior with a rumor-filled past, to take the volatile Katerina out on dates so he can go to the school's homecoming dance with Bianca. However, neither Pat or Kat expect their 'going steady' to lead where nobody expects it too.

The most attractive part that i cant forget is when Pat sang "cant take my eyes over you" at the collage's stadium..that was so sweet..even the way Pat did just kind of desperate but it was cool. 
another scene that makes me just so into it is when Kat recited the poem..

10 things i hate about you poem

I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare

I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much that it makes me sick
It even makes me ryhme

I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry

I hate the way you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

so guy..i think you all should watch this..
LoVE is Hard..Love is Cry..Love is Fragile..Love is InsaNe..lOve is shaRe..Love is bLind..
Love is LeaRn..
so do whateVer LoVe-liKe you want..

if you hve another story that u think it exactly makes sense to you..
just share k..

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