tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67532541928273522612024-03-13T13:58:08.736-07:00BeautiFuL moNsterwhen my fingers talk..i just see my world on my ownerabellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09921079741133070916noreply@blogger.comBlogger47125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6753254192827352261.post-75249874914164087892011-06-04T07:52:00.000-07:002011-06-04T08:18:11.016-07:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">salam peeps :) </div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">what are u up to huh? me ? </div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">guess what? Im doing something that I never tot to do before, yess for now I guess.what a fun of having instant kids in just a blink of eye..hehe..of course not biologically kids okay. i'm babysitting for young kids at a taska located in bangi. sound funny aint? the early plan was I used to take over my sista’s role there since she been there about one month right afta she finished her school. so she’s going to further her tesol study in kl..so I kinda replace her position by unintended planning. I was bored at home for nothing to do. thus, I think this is good for me get use my times. Actually my parents were doubt about my capability to handle young kids. I admit it. Honestly said, it’s really toughful. </div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Since I start my work, I keep on thinking; I have to plan my family no matter what because having kid is not as easy as abc’s. They need loves and attention as accordance to my one week observation. what u think, when u go for work then u leave ur kids to nobody that u never know who, and u just spend about 5 hours out of 24hr together. What u expect the kids be? That’s why I take this job as serious. Indeed, u need to love them, give attentions to them, comfort them when they get sulked. I feel so pity when look at their faces. They are totally lack of love and being neglected by parent because life is so demanding nowadays. </div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">During my first day, I’ve shock about how people handle kids. There are 4 permanent workers at the taska. I cant accept the way several workers in there handle young kids. Even me, I will get mad and immediately terminate nursery’s service if I’m the parents for the kids. I don’t know what the proper word to call them. They are such an animal. I wanna shout them stupid old lady if I could. What u expect to 1-3years kids, they are innocent. </div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Can u just imagine, for 1 years kids, what they can do for u? They cannt even walk properly or talk in not understandable language but they can understand what we talk to them. Same goes to 2-3years kids..They still cannt talk properly. but u know, what I saw is the old ladies there yell and scold them and brutally slap at kid’s faces to stop their tears. They left kids cry until they get tired in crying and fall asleep. They hold 6 months baby by using one hand and pull the baby’s hand while climb the stairway, sleep during working and just let the kids play among them and they did many more that I cant tell in words. They said they don’t wanna give face to kids, but hey!! they are only 1!! omg!! I feel so touched about what had I saw. I feel scared to send my kids at taska in the future. The old ladies pretend good and do nice in front of parents. seriously, I cant accept this. </div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">I’m gambled to be myself there even I know maybe some feel annoyed because I love to pamper kids when they cry at me and I comfort them not to cry. I can feel that. They might be hate me because I’m so weak or slow or what. But I cant let this to happen. i feel so upset about these. The taska own by my auntie. I cant report to her since I’m newbie there. i wanna resign and I hope I will find the right time to move out.<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">so now I see what is the different between educated and uneducated people. They just do work for money, no responsibility and no mercy upon the kids. I wont to do cruel because I don’t want someday God repay me the same to my own children as in return for what had I done before. Now I see how life is all about. Mama is right, once u step ur path out there, u will find many things that u cant never learn it at school. i can never merely trust people even they do nice to you. Doubt is needed. </div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">so guys out there..i hope u get something from my real story. it's my pleasure to share the truth..whatever here, Allah knows best.</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">big hugs,</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">eragadisbiasa</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: xx-small;">ps: babies are huge send from heaven :) </span></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: #e06666; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">mama, i so mean this..you are the one i cherish the most in entire of my life.</div><div style="color: #e06666; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">no words can tell but only, i so grateful for having you. </div><div style="color: #e06666; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"><br />
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sincere,</div><div style="color: #e06666; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;">eragadisbiasa</div><div style="color: #e06666; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
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</div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">how are you peeps? what are you guys up to? </div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">when I said, <span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">life is all about try</span> maybe they don’t accept my philosophy about the life. I see life in different dimension; since maybe they don’t either. well, I love to try. even at the smallest things. I can’t deny that I’m an insecure person. I think I’ll just loss my face if i try something new unless I dared to do that. I never had a brave to put any try on racing game with my friends, do crazy move on midnight party, night walking in the jungle, be ridiculous, try exotic foods and whatever. time is too short to try all these. that’s why I just grab everything in front of me and do try everything.<span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;"> <b>hey, move your ass out there and get a life!!</b></span> I love those words. of course, bcoz I’m the one who create this slogan. :P</div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">it’s breaking rehab session! I made up my relationship again. that’s awesome! shitt..don’t think so. I’m so scared to say anything. lalala..<br />
</div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">yahoo..i’ve got reading for my final year project. Alhamdulillah, everything just went okay so far. I hope it stays smooth until last. well, no more weekend in my life. I’ve to work on lab during leisure even on every weekend. sucks it up. oh gosh…!! dont sigh girl!!erm, you know what, when I see the outcomes, I feel the real satisfaction that I can never tell in words. it just gives me returns for all my efforts. Thank Allah. I should not give up and keep staying the momentum of effort. Allah, bless me :)</div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">but, I so miss my home. I never stay at my <span style="color: #cc0000; font-size: large;">‘jail cell’</span> too long. at least in 2 weeks I will go back home. so miss my mom’s cooking. but, I’ve no time to pamper myself at home like before. I’ve got so many things to take care of specially my lab works.* crying* I’m sick of these mess. :’(</div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">my heart says, it’s gonna be just fine in a very soon, wishfully. okay guys, I wana start writing my thesis. so, off here.<br />
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</div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">big hugs,</div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">eragadisbiasa</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/334/EC9B51F9B2FC66CC918E7935DC1A7FE8.png" style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% transparent; border: 0pt none ! important;" /></a></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"></div>erabellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09921079741133070916noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6753254192827352261.post-6164165222262432742011-03-06T03:51:00.000-08:002011-03-06T04:50:32.887-08:00What A Girl Wants<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #e06666;">I stuck on a stupider.</span> I’m tired of giving chance. I’m tired of idea of falling in love. guys are jerk. they just think about their selves, which kind of selfish. they thought they did good enough in standing a relationship. they’ve taken everything for granted even at smallest things. he turned bossy when he never listen what was I said. I fed up with all this mess. I’m sick of trying to love someone. it’s obviously complicated rather than trapping in cross word puzzle. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">when I decided to end off this relationship, he accused me <span style="color: #e06666;">quitter</span>. he said I know nothing but only given up. I broke people’s heart just because of him. then now, how much I feel regret about myself. I’m regret about inability of making decision plus my stupidity of making consideration. I hate of being regret. but, that’s what I feel right now. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I hate crying for him. I hate when I’ve fallen stupid again and over again. I hate his sorry. I hate that I love him so much. I hate the idea of I can’t resist him to be part of my life. I so hate this feeling. <span style="color: #e06666;">suCks it up! </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I wanna walk away without turn around but I’m terrified. I’m terrified of being alone. I’m terrified of being hurted. even so much time, I ask God to show me the right way. but it seems not good enough because I’m still clueless about the right path. God listens to me but yet he don’t grant me what I’m looking for. I wish for something better out there. <span style="color: #e06666; font-size: small;">they say that good things take time. but really great things happen in the blink of an eye. </span>*sighing* I hope that’s true. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #e06666;">I wanna bawl like crazy. </span>but I’m tired of bawling around. I keep of thinking that<span style="color: #e06666;"> I deserve a man 10 times nicer than him, smarter than him, even better look than him.</span> I want a guy who can make me feel secure when I’m tripping alone, when people call me <span style="color: #e06666;">ugly, stupid and insult me at the back. </span>I want a guy who can lead me the right way of islam. be my guidance when I need. aware of my feeling. lend his shoulder during my bad day. I so want these. I won’t ever stop praying and hoping my happiness will come someday. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">after all I’ve been through, I think I’m strong enough to face whatever upcoming tricks of the life. I believe in me myself and I wait for the miracle coming around. Allah, bless me please.</span><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Last night I involved in a<span style="font-size: large;"> <span style="color: #e06666;">mission of mortal combat</span></span> with all my girlfriends. We planned to surprise the subject (Dila) for her birthday. around 3 am we chased and poured blast of water each other. <span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">Seriously crazy!!</span> At the first dila didn’t realize that she was influenced by eni that something was happened to leya. The purpose to drag her to eni’s room ended up with vain attempt when we didn’t even ready to surprise her. haha!! There was miscommunication between me and eni when I got pending message to get ready my army. So, she realized that we wanted to ambush her. She ran away for escape. after moment, we got her and she got blasts of flour juice.<span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">*euWw*</span> it was ridiculously fun. Actually we aimed sara too, even she smelled our intention. But, she didn’t get an escape space. She took a revenge to attack us back. At last, everyone was back to rooms in wet outfits. haHaha.. </span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;">**HaPpy BirthdaY to diLa** </span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">Whatever it was, they made my day. Thanks to everyone specially to <span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;">HAniS (the mastermind), eNiey, sheNa, che,SaRa, DiLa, iJaN, LeYa and magfiRah</span>. You guys are so sporting!! I won’t forget that moment. </span><br />
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</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I’m sort of interested about neurobiology study, as what the accordance of the introduction that I’ve been learnt last time, erm… but I guess, there is silver lining of difficulty behind it. indeed, that’s the reason why most of student did not afford to pass this subject at their first sits. hopefully, im not gonna be one of them, scary dude!!</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">My fyp is running good so far. maybe by next week I can start my first step which is radiating process in UM. im so grateful because Allah lead me such an easy way for me, after complete several procedures, I can start my project there. Alhamdulillah..but even so, I’m terrified when thinking about what’s gonna happen during the project or what if the project end up with failure or what if there is no responses during all entire the project. it’s holy crap for sure. I hope that’s just my ridiculous imagination about my fyp well, maybe of too much worry about it and heavily thinking about ‘what if’ this and that.</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">I definitely love surprise .you know what, speechlessly, I was shocked about my papa’s bestfriend teach me in the class for strategic mgt subject. though,I’m sort of felt ashamed when he told everyone in the class about who is my dad. actually, I kind of secretive about my family or even about my privacy so I just put my sight down to the floor and it turned me so blushing a sudden until the end of the class. it was an incredible day I bet. shiTT!!</span></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
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</span></div>erabellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09921079741133070916noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6753254192827352261.post-24940095502550128532011-01-03T22:06:00.000-08:002011-01-03T22:18:03.813-08:00it's a start<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;" target="_blank"> </a></span></div><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; font-size: 12pt;"><span style="font-size: small;">Take a step back. Fucking look at yourself. You are human. You are beautiful. You are so beautiful. And you can be anything. You can be everything. Do not hate everyone because someone broke your heart, or because your best friend betrayed you, or your father hit you, the kid down the street called you skinny, ugly, stupid, worthless. Do not concern yourself with things you cannot control. Cry when you need to, then let go when it’s time. Don’t hang onto painful memories just because you’re afraid to forget. Let go of things that are in the past. Forget things that aren’t worth remembering. Stop taking things for granted. Live for something. Live for yourself. Fall in love. Fall out of love. Fall in love. Fall out of love. Do this over and over until you what it really is to love someone. Question things. Tell people how you really feel. Sleep under the stars. Create. Imagine. Inspire. Share something wonderful. Meet new people. Make someone’s day. Follow your dreams. Live your life to it’s full potential. Just live, dammit. Let go of all of the horrible in your life and fucking live. dont forget to be awesome. one day, when you’re old, look back with no regrets.</span></span><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">How are you guys doin? Hopefully, it’s always good. hey, it’s last Friday of 2010. So, this is the time for us to farewell the 2010 and be ready in gratefulness for the New Year. Unfortunately, I’m not so well today because of the slightly flu *AcUMM* and it signs me that I’m goin to get fever very soon. I guess all the pains would <span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">kiss away all sins </span>that I’ve committed throughout this year, hopefully *evil grin*. </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">2010 left me with </span></span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">Unforgettable</span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;"> moments, though, I not so remember and unable to recap every single part of each. <span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">Well, its serious forgetful era… :)</span></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">But I never forget <span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">the chaos</span> in my friendship chapter when we fought and broke the relationship and ended up with three of us against a <span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">single lonely girl *OpSS!!*</span>. Friendship mean everything for me, even it gives me least. When I rethink about that, it supposed not happen because it must be tough for her to stand alone even she’d mistaken and will be punished because of her ego. Maybe this is <span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">the tit for tat </span>of her faults or maybe its just a sign from The Lord to lead us for someone whom insincere in our relationship. at first, we expected she could realize and do apologize by the right, but she might think that she’s right. I hate this feeling; it’s so unpleasant and tremendously painful. I hope we’re goin back like before through thick and thin together as friend.i miss all the moments we were together laught at nothing and people call us insane.<span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;"> i so miss it!!</span></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">Last week, I did celebrated my along, mama, epit and isya birthday. that was so happening. As usual, we made it at secret recipe, having the dinner and small gathering. it’s been so long time ago I haven’t spend time with all my siblings since everyone has their own family to look after at and migrates from papa’s house, build new family like they have now. Whatever it takes I’m so grateful for having them around even we’re from moderate family but still cherish the happiness. Praise to Allah for all I’ve get.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
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</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">Instead of<span style="font-size: large;"> <span style="color: #e06666;">having DSLR</span> </span>and travel abroad, I wish if there are something better await in the 2010, all my wishes will come true and i will be granted with blessing in everything I do. I also wish to be better person and be able to give good deeds to everyone.*wiNk*</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">Whatever it takes <span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">let bygone be bygone</span>. Okay guys, I hope these all are enough. I wish you guys make this New Year as the starting point to move on better. So, never look back because whatever happened in the past makes you who are you now. so, then wave your hands to 2010, thus with no hesitate let's start the new chapter of life. <span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">Cheer guys!!</span></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">Happy New Year. Farewell 2010 & hello 2011!! <span style="color: #e06666; font-size: large;">Have a new fresh start everyone</span>!</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/334/EC9B51F9B2FC66CC918E7935DC1A7FE8.png" style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% transparent; border: 0pt none ! important;" /></a></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"></div>erabellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09921079741133070916noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6753254192827352261.post-81947335282157015932010-12-16T08:45:00.000-08:002010-12-17T03:38:25.054-08:00No money No marry<div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">Peep 1 : I decide to get marry at 25. </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #45818e;">Peep 2 : That’s too young peep, I think it’d be better older, maybe at 28. what do you think? </span></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #e06666;">Peep 1 : Oh crap! </span></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-size: large;">What hell is wrong with number,dude?</span> I’ve wondered why people so terrified talking about marriage in early age. if the monetary problem doesn't bother you, so what're you waiting for,right? Well, I do believe in destiny. If God asked me to get marry now, that will be fine for me. I believe whatever sake that God decided for us, it might has reasons. </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">But honestly, I’m not game to hold any commitments yet, waking up early in every morning (I hate morning people) , cooking meals for breakfast plus lunch plus supper (kitchen is <span style="font-size: large;">the scariest place</span> I ever been), entertain hubby after working (my fav part..hehe), these all need huge sacrifice. But I don’t mind if I've destined that way. Talking about the young marriage this is no biggie, but there must some conditions apply, stability is the most important thing that must be considerated, in term of financial specially, the readiness to uphold responsibilities and the willingness to accept each other whether good or bad. Additional for my partner, he must has high patience level. Well, everybody had their <span style="font-size: large;">annoyance stuffs.</span>. :) So do I am..hehehe.. *<span style="font-size: large;">Showleey HubbY</span>*</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">I’m not so sure about marriage meaning actually. I am terrified too. Marriage is not only on piece of paper, everybody desires to stay together forever and ends up happily ever afta whateve it takes. *sigh* Amongst my schoolmate, one by one have already ended their single life. Maybe they were just so lucky to find their soulmate. Omg!! I can’t imagine what’s gonna happen if I am a wife for a man. <span style="font-size: large;">it’ll disaster for sure</span>. Breathless, I shouldn’t have that kinda thought. This is fcuking scary!!</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">Guys!! here’s one biggest secret every man must know, the prettiest and fabulous moment for a woman in her life is during the wedding’s day. if you don’t believe me, go marry her and look at her face!! This hell is true dude!!<span style="font-size: large;"> hahaha..</span></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">Whatever fcuking crap, I think there is several things I love about the marriage, I love the wedding dress,i love wedding's rings, I love crowds with their happy faces celebrating the wedding ceremony and I love oso<span style="font-size: large;"> air sirap orang kawen</span>.. <span style="font-size: large;">serius shit</span>, it’s so different and very unusual tasty indeed..LOL</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;">I think that’s all. I’ve no idea what to say and say and say... Before I start talking rubbish better I off here. </span></span><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-size: large;">Congratulations & Happy wedding’s day for my cuzzy </span>and for whoever newly weds else :) I wish you all will be happy ever afta and will be granted with blessing entire life. forget not to make cute babies ya!! daa..</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><div style="color: #ea9999;">kiss, </div><span style="color: #ea9999;">eragadisbiasa</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/334/EC9B51F9B2FC66CC918E7935DC1A7FE8.png" style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% transparent; border: 0pt none ! important;" /></a></span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"></div>erabellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09921079741133070916noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6753254192827352261.post-37563467445078281452010-12-09T05:35:00.000-08:002010-12-09T08:20:19.958-08:00Oh cinderera<div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I don’t know, even the smallest thing can do matters. What’s wrong with my name? owh Yes, cinderera is made up from combination of Cinderella and my name, era. Maybe im not deserve at all to use that kinda name. Everybody wish to have cinderella's heart. She’s one of the well known charming princess whom kind-hearted and almost perfect in anyways. I am a princess to0, no doubt about that. Love her characters actually; even they’re so far away than mine. Indeed, if I say I do jealous with her because she met her prince. I love the idea of glass heel, pumpkin ride, cute friendly animals and fairy mother and her magic stick, instead of bullying step mother and step sistas. Even that’s only a fairy tale which being part of bedtime story since I was young, but it’s so wishful if it comes true to me. im not sure where is the part I love most, but I resemble her in one thing, there is I have kinda tiny foot. Nobody can share my shoes but only me. Do you remember the moment where the Prince looked for the best fit for the cinderella’s glass heel left at the ball hall. Only Cinderella’s feet was the best match for that glass heel even after so many people were struggling to fit it. haHAhaha..This hell is hilarious ain’t it? but, fucking serious. This is how I derived the cinderera name. oPpss!! I hope you guys clear about that okay. I wish to be part of fairy tale because those are only perfect things in their life, the prince who will risk his life for the princess, bring her far away towards happiness and the happy ever after at the end of the story. errmm, so0 sweet~</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif; text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/334/EC9B51F9B2FC66CC918E7935DC1A7FE8.png" style="background: none transparent scroll repeat 0% 0%; border-bottom: 0pt; border-left: 0pt; border-right: 0pt; border-top: 0pt;" /></a></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"></div>erabellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09921079741133070916noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6753254192827352261.post-41025617672169636712010-12-06T23:35:00.000-08:002010-12-06T23:35:45.707-08:00Salam maal hijrah 1432<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4qVco68rVsaZ7MR9ROMIFlAbY58wkhK1itkGQqXoc1NGlEUNRIJ7EYXagfL8oiNRXjqw-rQe-kzawAVSwBrMiigGRcHvvG4x2zIPaVqdJ9ZxHeSnR0MMi859Uj4r53P4mQU4fP7r2ghI/s1600/maalhjijrahqe0.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4qVco68rVsaZ7MR9ROMIFlAbY58wkhK1itkGQqXoc1NGlEUNRIJ7EYXagfL8oiNRXjqw-rQe-kzawAVSwBrMiigGRcHvvG4x2zIPaVqdJ9ZxHeSnR0MMi859Uj4r53P4mQU4fP7r2ghI/s400/maalhjijrahqe0.jpg" width="300" /> </a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">That’s maybe right when the world is not only about me, because</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">im not the one the world must know about,</span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one you care so much, </span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one can play you songs, </span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one can kiss away your pains,</span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one everyone can count on, </span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one inspire you the idea of loving, </span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one you must call every before sleep, </span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one all the time can say the truth, </span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one of little innocent princess, </span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one can cook for meals, </span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one can avoid the reckless things, </span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one can lend the shoulder for you cry on, </span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one can do magic,</span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one can be trusted, </span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one who can merely stop my ritual habit,</span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one can remember every single moment, </span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one can stand silly things, </span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one can maintain my confidence,</span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one can keep my mad away,</span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one can voice out my thought, </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;"> not the one who easily hate people, </span></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: justify;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one can say no to shopping, </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 12pt;">not the one can shine the stars. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;">Now i realize what people saying was so true. The world is not only about me and it wont never change any. So</span><span style="font-size: small;">, i move on.</span><span style="font-size: 12pt;"> </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; line-height: normal;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;"> </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/334/EC9B51F9B2FC66CC918E7935DC1A7FE8.png" style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% transparent; border: 0pt none ! important;" /></a></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"></div>erabellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09921079741133070916noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6753254192827352261.post-69890636584287455282010-12-03T06:56:00.000-08:002010-12-03T06:59:59.624-08:00i'm jealous of girls that<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;" target="_blank"> </a></div><ul><li><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS"; font-size: 12pt;">are naturally beautiful. </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS"; font-size: 12pt;">make silly faces and still look cute. </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS"; font-size: 12pt;">eat as much as they want but they don’t get weight. </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS"; font-size: 12pt;">look cute in “bummy” clothes. </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS"; font-size: 12pt;">have a flawless face, no pimples or blemishes. </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS"; font-size: 12pt;">have beauty and brains. </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS"; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">have boobs.</span></li>
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">My holiday is goin so flat. Doing the routine chores, eating at the time, finish my movie stocks, listening to mama’s nag, sleeping as much as I want and wasting time in front of my laptop, these are usual the schedule of mine now. Eventho my parents have a planning to ALOHA at Cameron Highland and going off to JB, but I’m not sure when will the time come. Since my dad have a lot of things to be done, and go outstation nowhere, maybe it takes quite longer of time. Well so, I never mind and I understand it. No regret for being at home because my single days are just so wonderful with home entertainment from my super sengal sistas. That’s normal for us if had so called arguments and fighting like cat and dog, but it doesn’t break our bloody relationship at all. My youngest sista always do annoying things. I know the rest feel the same like I do. We let her be because we know maybe she just an immature kid whom unable to think properly. My little Hawe dropped by last day and stayed here for several days. She’s sort of my parents’ adopted child cause my mom looked after her since she was baby. I dont know why she cant see people with a long hair. She will afford to find hair bands and do hair styles at everyone and poor me for been one of her victims. Freaking Weird girl.</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">hugz,</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">eragadisbiasa</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/334/EC9B51F9B2FC66CC918E7935DC1A7FE8.png" style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% transparent; border: 0pt none ! important;" /></a></div><div style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"></div>erabellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09921079741133070916noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6753254192827352261.post-78374533515148405342010-11-28T08:24:00.000-08:002010-11-28T08:24:43.866-08:00Things that hurt<div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;">Being <strong>unsure</strong> of how someone feels about you.<br />
Feeling like they are <strong>mad</strong> at you.<br />
Being <strong>misunderstood</strong> by people you care about.<br />
Being <strong>judged</strong> by people you care about.<br />
Feeling like you <strong>lost</strong> something that was never yours.<br />
Feeling like you’re doing <strong>too much</strong>.<br />
Thinking you aren’t <strong>doing enough</strong>.<br />
Not <strong>knowing</strong> if you should say something.<br />
<strong>Worried</strong> about what they’ll think if you do say it.<br />
Feeling like you <strong>care</strong> more than they do.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: center;"><br />
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<div style="color: #e06666;">eragadisbiasa</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/334/EC9B51F9B2FC66CC918E7935DC1A7FE8.png" style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% transparent; border: 0pt none ! important;" /></a></div>erabellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09921079741133070916noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6753254192827352261.post-23903304642396456682010-11-24T07:13:00.000-08:002010-11-24T07:18:54.279-08:00LoVE never Dies<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjN6-c6px1V9r1wkZwmPiOUbfK6L8Yl7EKAjZ8Dg2UqAaPkzKOH_JjteGX6mLAiuyVx9uguQZ-QwkDplsqFzy_1HsmiBEVEhbSVp0aFgdviwNj8NPY-hapJsbLsFk-HXhS3V9g_88gGxhM/s1600/tumblr_lakmtpiB8d1qd5mnho1_500.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="213" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjN6-c6px1V9r1wkZwmPiOUbfK6L8Yl7EKAjZ8Dg2UqAaPkzKOH_JjteGX6mLAiuyVx9uguQZ-QwkDplsqFzy_1HsmiBEVEhbSVp0aFgdviwNj8NPY-hapJsbLsFk-HXhS3V9g_88gGxhM/s320/tumblr_lakmtpiB8d1qd5mnho1_500.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: left;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">girl</span>: your new girlfriend is pretty. (i bet she stole your heart)</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"> </span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #45818e;">boy</span></span><span style="font-size: small;">: yeah, she is. (but you’re still the most beautiful girl i know)</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"> </span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">girl</span></span><span style="font-size: small;">: i heard she’s funny & amazing. (all the stuff i wasn’t) </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #45818e;">boy</span></span><span style="font-size: small;">: she sure is. (but she’s nothing compared to you) </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">girl</span></span><span style="font-size: small;">: i bet you know everything about her by now (like how you knew just about everything about me) </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #45818e;">boy</span></span><span style="font-size: small;">: only the stuff that count (i can’t even remember the stuff she tells me when i think of you) </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">girl</span></span><span style="font-size: small;">: well, I hope you guys last. (because we never did) </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #45818e;">boy</span></span><span style="font-size: small;">: i hope we do too. (whatever happened to me & you?) </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">girl</span></span><span style="font-size: small;">: well i got to go. (before i start to cry) </span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #45818e;"> </span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #45818e;">boy</span></span><span style="font-size: small;">: yeah me too. (i hope you don’t cry) </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">girl</span></span><span style="font-size: small;">: bye. (i still love you) <br />
<span style="color: #45818e;">boy</span>: later. (i never stopped) </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: white; font-size: xx-small;">love shouldn't be like this </span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/334/EC9B51F9B2FC66CC918E7935DC1A7FE8.png" style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% transparent; border: 0pt none ! important;" /></div>erabellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09921079741133070916noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6753254192827352261.post-39009088237712021042010-11-23T10:20:00.000-08:002010-11-23T10:20:26.699-08:00i made my day..Ss problem<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/334/EC9B51F9B2FC66CC918E7935DC1A7FE8.png" style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% transparent; border: 0pt none ! important;" /></a></div>erabellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09921079741133070916noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6753254192827352261.post-20900931628116615442010-11-22T10:37:00.000-08:002010-11-22T10:42:44.341-08:00Sucks it up!!<div style="color: #e06666;"><i>hey..i went to mid valley mall KL in the morning today.well, it should be unintended planning coz my laziness just been so greater than usual, well it's holiday dude.it's happier if i spend time hugging my bloster under the comforter cover and dont need to be morning people..fucking hate being morning people..haha..but ofkosh i was for today, my mom ordered me to be an escort for my little sista~isya & leha~ that was no big deal since i was having fun there too and moving my ass for the first time since the school holiday been started.</i></div><div style="color: #e06666;"><i>walking aimless in the mall is kinda a suck activity huh..i hate looking to the loving couples around. cuddling here and there. erghh..im jelous!! of course!!!sucks it up.my boo stays too far from me.well, he's oso so-called family man whom like no balls cant go anyway after put his ass at home.that what makes me mad alots.i hate when he cant to be real just the way he is.come on dude..you are 21..i cant even call him when he's in front of his family, he tend to be so covered-person and cranky indeed.what the hell are you acting like that man.im trying to understand the situation, and i am working soo hard into it, but we still keep having arguing & fighting & yada3 like no ways to work it out.i hate him this and that.im ok to say byebye but depth in my heart still missing him.i never felt before with my ex-es.you've fallen me crazee!!i hate this feeling and this is fucking true!</i></div><div style="color: #e06666;"><i>arghh..i just leave everything to God. feeling like i wanna be single at the moment.enjoy my life and having good time.maybe we just need some time to miss each other. screw you! if u cant let it why dont you appriciate it.sometime i wanna curse you into stone because you have least different like a stone!so numb and whatever resembles it! sucks it up!</i></div><div style="color: #e06666;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #e06666;"><i>eragadisbiasa</i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/334/EC9B51F9B2FC66CC918E7935DC1A7FE8.png" style="background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% transparent; border: 0pt none ! important;" /></a></div><div style="color: #e06666;"></div>erabellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09921079741133070916noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6753254192827352261.post-37754744964489935902010-11-22T08:57:00.000-08:002010-11-22T08:57:28.180-08:00i hate<div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; color: #e06666; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: center;"></div><div style="color: #e06666; font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; text-align: justify;"><blockquote> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNePMZicuZWq6c1U8YUARSc7W18YhQJwMiee2lxHotuy3q1sfPMJmQuQedZJWxkZBbcL94J6myTk52h0ERoB_1DK1t7VJvDZjiIEDB1QHiTr8mgBpmKiYqQBk2BlxUpEkt-yBH3WbrmLo/s1600/tumblr_lalfqwaB3j1qaobbko1_500.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="212" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNePMZicuZWq6c1U8YUARSc7W18YhQJwMiee2lxHotuy3q1sfPMJmQuQedZJWxkZBbcL94J6myTk52h0ERoB_1DK1t7VJvDZjiIEDB1QHiTr8mgBpmKiYqQBk2BlxUpEkt-yBH3WbrmLo/s320/tumblr_lalfqwaB3j1qaobbko1_500.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><ul><li><i>When I get jealous.</i></li>
<li><i>When I know im getting lied to.</i></li>
<li><i>When I get used.</i></li>
<li><i>When I’m an option.</i></li>
<li><i>When I know I don’t have a chance with the person I like.</i></li>
<li><i>When I get a blunt reply from someone who means more to me than what I mean to them. </i></li>
<li><i>When I’m fighting with a bestfriend.</i></li>
<li><i>When I don’t trust anyone but myself.</i></li>
<li><i>When my mom turns super saiyan on me. LOL.</i></li>
<li><i>When someone cancels something at the last minute.</i></li>
<li><i>When I study my ass off, and get a bad score.</i></li>
<li><i>When people walk like a freaking snail.</i></li>
<li><i>People who keep complaining. </i></li>
<li><i>“Eugh. I can’t believe I got 98% on my Maths test” Stop rubbing it in. You got yourself an A, and you’re still not happy with that? Go drown yourself in your tears, you whiny son of a bitch. </i></li>
<li><i>When people say, “Talk to me!” Honeh’, I am talking to you. You’re just putting in half the effort.</i></li>
<li><i>When people jump to conclusions. Don’t make assumptions, or I’ll happily fly kick your face. </i></li>
<li><i>Violence against women. Wow, how low can you get? Learn how to treat a girl with respect.</i></li>
<li><i>Or just violence in general.seems like im so loving*winkwink*</i></li>
<li><i>People who think they’re bloody the book of knowledge. Please shut the fuck up, Mr and Mrs Know-it-all. </i></li>
<li><i>Boys who take 3 hours+ to get ready.</i></li>
<li><i>Tag a longs. Stop being a sheep.</i></li>
<li><i>When people do not know how to reblog.Its a few simple clicks. Surely it can’t be that hard. Its not rocket science.</i></li>
<li><i>People who bring me down, just to bring themselves up.</i></li>
<li><i>Racism.</i></li>
<li><i>Kids who have no respect for their parents. What so ever.</i></li>
<li><i>Girls who flaunt their body to the world wide web. Ok, we all know you have a good body. But please, this is getting ridiculous. Take your pictures some place else.</i></li>
<li><i>Robert Patterson. - No you do not dazzle me, you sparkly maniac. You look like a horse. Please jump off a cliff.</i></li>
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