Oh cinderera

Prince, take me away with this ride

I don’t know, even the smallest thing can do matters. What’s wrong with my name? owh Yes, cinderera is made up from combination of Cinderella and my name, era. Maybe im not deserve at all to use that kinda name. Everybody wish to have cinderella's heart. She’s one of the well known charming princess whom kind-hearted and almost perfect in anyways. I am a princess to0, no doubt about that. Love her characters actually; even they’re so far away than mine. Indeed, if I say I do jealous with her because she met her prince. I love the idea of glass heel, pumpkin ride, cute friendly animals and fairy mother and her magic stick, instead of bullying step mother and step sistas. Even that’s only a fairy tale which being part of bedtime story since I was young, but it’s so wishful if it comes true to me. im not sure where is the part I love most, but I resemble her in one thing, there is I have kinda tiny foot. Nobody can share my shoes but only me. Do you remember the moment where the Prince looked for the best fit for the cinderella’s glass heel left at the ball hall. Only Cinderella’s feet was the best match for that glass heel even after so many people were struggling to fit it. haHAhaha..This hell is hilarious ain’t it? but, fucking serious. This is how I derived the cinderera name. oPpss!! I hope you guys clear about that okay. I wish to be part of fairy tale because those are only perfect things in their life, the prince who will risk his life for the princess, bring her far away towards happiness and the happy ever after at the end of the story. errmm, so0 sweet~

Salam maal hijrah 1432

 

Salam Maal Hijrah to all my dearest Muslim Readers. May this new year brings much more better to me, us and everybody! Another year given to us to be a better muslimah. =)

The world is not only about me

That’s maybe right when the world is not only about me, because

im not the one the world must know about,

not the one you care so much,

not the one can play you songs,

not the one can kiss away your pains,

not the one everyone can count on,

not the one inspire you the idea of loving,

not the one you must call every before sleep,

not the one all the time can say the truth,

not the one of  little innocent princess,

not the one can cook for meals,

not the one can avoid the reckless things,

not the one can lend the shoulder for you cry on,

not the one can do magic,

not the one can be trusted,

not the one who can merely stop my ritual habit,

not the one can remember every single moment,

not the one can stand silly things,

not the one can maintain my confidence,

not the one can keep my mad away,

not the one can voice out my thought, 

not the one who easily hate people,

not the one can say no to shopping, 

not the one can shine the stars.

Now i realize what people saying was so true. The world is not only about me and it wont never change any. So, i move on.

i'm jealous of girls that

• are naturally beautiful. 
• make silly faces and still look cute. 
• eat as much as they want but they don’t get weight.
• look cute in “bummy” clothes. 
• have a flawless face, no pimples or blemishes.
• have beauty and brains. 
• have boobs.

hi there

Hi guy.. It’s been so long I don’t put a touch here. Well, holiday screws my idea.  Do you play your favourite songs for many times until you’re getting bore? so do I am. Songs  inspire me even can recover my moody during my bad day. Indeed, English song is my priority that been chosen as my favourite one. I’m not kinda an arrogant to not listen to malay or others language song, but I’m feeling much ease listening to English one.  Maybe it’s just so into me at this moment. my currently playlists are one in a million by Neyo, beautiful monster by Neyo, perfect two by Auburn, if I die young, littlest thing by lily allen. I love to listen at the song that describes exactly how I feel even also don’t mind at any other kind of music that can easy hear by ears. I love to play it many times until i get boring. I do love oso this one of Malay song. Do you ever listen to Cukup Indah song by Alif Satar? The lyric is fucking sweet. It nicely describes how the singer so adores her lover and feels the heavenly happiness when be with her. The easy through of this song also makes me feel like I wanna be his lover…LOL. fullstop talking about the music and lets move on.

My holiday is goin so flat. Doing the routine chores, eating at the time, finish my movie stocks, listening to mama’s nag, sleeping as much as I want and wasting time in front of my laptop, these are usual the schedule of mine now. Eventho my parents have a planning to ALOHA at Cameron Highland and going off to JB, but I’m not sure when will the time come. Since my dad have a lot of things to be done, and go outstation nowhere, maybe it takes quite longer of time. Well so, I never mind and I understand it. No regret for being at home because my single days are just so wonderful with home entertainment from my super sengal sistas. That’s normal for us if had so called arguments and fighting like cat and dog, but it doesn’t break our bloody relationship at all. My youngest sista always do annoying things. I know the rest feel the same like I do. We let her be because we know maybe she just an immature kid whom unable to think properly. My little Hawe dropped by last day and stayed here for several days. She’s sort of my parents’ adopted child cause my mom looked after her since she was baby. I dont know why she cant see people with a long hair. She will afford to find hair bands and do hair styles at everyone and poor me for been one of her victims. Freaking Weird girl.

me & my little hawe

this my new hairdo by hawe

I hope you guys enjoy your holiday as much as hell okay. Move your ass out there and just do whatever you want. Have a nice day everyone :D

hugz,

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