hey..i went to mid valley mall KL in the morning today.well, it should be unintended planning coz my laziness just been so greater than usual, well it's holiday dude.it's happier if i spend time hugging my bloster under the comforter cover and dont need to be morning people..fucking hate being morning people..haha..but ofkosh i was for today, my mom ordered me to be an escort for my little sista~isya & leha~ that was no big deal since i was having fun there too and moving my ass for the first time since the school holiday been started.
walking aimless in the mall is kinda a suck activity huh..i hate looking to the loving couples around. cuddling here and there. erghh..im jelous!! of course!!!sucks it up.my boo stays too far from me.well, he's oso so-called family man whom like no balls cant go anyway after put his ass at home.that what makes me mad alots.i hate when he cant to be real just the way he is.come on dude..you are 21..i cant even call him when he's in front of his family, he tend to be so covered-person and cranky indeed.what the hell are you acting like that man.im trying to understand the situation, and i am working soo hard into it, but we still keep having arguing & fighting & yada3 like no ways to work it out.i hate him this and that.im ok to say byebye but depth in my heart still missing him.i never felt before with my ex-es.you've fallen me crazee!!i hate this feeling and this is fucking true!
arghh..i just leave everything to God. feeling like i wanna be single at the moment.enjoy my life and having good time.maybe we just need some time to miss each other. screw you! if u cant let it why dont you appriciate it.sometime i wanna curse you into stone because you have least different like a stone!so numb and whatever resembles it! sucks it up!
eragadisbiasa
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