Friday, October 29, 2010

.:Little something:.

Dear diary...

My friend asked me, why do you like blogging, wasting time writing yada yada yada like you wish world will know you...I just kept my mouth shut and smiled =).People don’t know me or even don’t understand me anyway. What all I’d been through throughout my life, nobody knows. I wrote every moment since I was young in my diary. But since been a while I wrote some in my blog. I don’t ask people to recognize me or feeling my existence...ofkosh...I’m ERA GADIS BIASA...I’m no one dude... But this is how I express my feeling. Sometime I can’t stand all things alone. that’s why I need my someone and my dearest diary is always be  my someone. My diary is just like my BFF. It knows better than people do. My sadness, happiness, every time I ‘got bad days, the moment I’d stabbed back by my best friend, all kinda scandalous stuff or even my secret admires story, all those I put in my diary. After writing little something in the diary, that was so wonderful relief.
I was a good girl. Hurmm… I’m not sure what ‘good’ can be defined? People judge goodness by outfits we used and by looking at the face. The hidden inner goodness always been forgotten. Maybe there is invisible word on forehead that can show whoever is good and whoever is not. I’d been wearing the tudung besar during my secondary school. ofkosh I did it because I obeyed the school’s rules. People said when good people turn to evil, world seems reaching to the end. By the way, I’ve no idea about that. World is round, sometime you up and sometime you down. You can not feel the upper world if you stay at the bottom entire life and it goes vice versa.  Moving from one to another is something necessary as long as you stand your principle, know what do’s and dont’s. That’s more than enough. I like to be anything I want but lots of constraint await. Do modelling, join broadcasting team, having fun in gig party with my friends and travelling all around the world. My life is destined towards another junction. But it doesn’t mean I can’t put my try, right? People can judge me whatever they want.  They can curse me either. But I never bother at all. It won’t go anyway. They’ve right.  What you own now doesn’t mean you’ll own forever. As simple as that, the beginning is nothing, but the end is everything. 
I can be whatever I want... who cares???


just pliss..i hate doing the same things for many time..could you break all kinda boredom sometime...dont this, cant that..ahhhh..everything was wrong to you...that's boring..not sure if i dont understand the rules or u just jerk who'd telling me to do this and to do that..hate u Mr bossy!! u suck..
sometime i feel totally 'rimas'~im glad when you feel insecure...but i hate when u turn too pushy..u wish me to be exactly like u do even u know i cant afford it..i've my life+my friends+my youth time.not necessary to listen to ur voices all the 21..dont treat me like a child.
pliss open ur eyes..look at me and just trust me.!!

Friday, October 22, 2010


Final exam is just around the corner..but im still in honeymoon mood.wat's wrong??last minute girl indeed!! i've been a while at home..feeling betterjust now...but afta return to the campus for several minutes, kinda back to not meant to be here i guess...*sigh*.... i hate exam very much..i dislike working under stress~the most of time i've to is during every life is much much much better without exam..benci!!

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Bad girl gone

i always lucky in love matter..i’m not sure should i be grateful or wat??sometime i wish to involve another dramatic and problematic love story..such as, in relationship with very bad guy or casanova, dating with my besfren’s lover, taken care by rich sugar daddy..sound bad huh.. haha.
i've average looking~some says quite good looking..well, i did dump guys..but never been dumped by men..i know dis sound so rude but i think i've right to choose my man..i decided to end a relationship by good excuse.of course im not slut or watever kinda bitch!!the fact is, i cannot having all of them in one time..i need to choose..when decision made, something must be sacrified..that's aint easy huh..=(
having crush with someone important, dating with many guys in same time..or watever else..all these were boring..that was very soo me..Most relationships seem so transitory,They’re all good but not the permanent one.i’ve been through sort of this situations..should i be grateful then??*sigh*

Saturday, October 16, 2010

That's all women want


That's all Women want......

Plain looking husband

normal simple ring

small simple wedding party

honeymoon at any place

small house for the kids to run around

lovely children

husband is a family man

but work hard

small car for shopping

another car for kids

some collections

some nice outfits 
shoes for each occasion

a bit of cosmetics

a bit of makeup 

overseas trip once a year 

more often on domestic trips

table for two romantic dinners 


Presents occasionally

finally, some securities.


ps: it doesnt mean anything..just having fun doing this..

what makes woman so woman

women are special!! sape nak bangkang…??.tula yang Dr faridah dok ulang-ulang..haha..I think that absolutely ryte..Women are definitely stronger than men..tengok jela kan, ibu tunggal agi ramai ke bapak tunggal agi ramy..huhu..bak kate Dr. F , women when her  husband passed away, she will strived to take care of her children.she doesn’t mind to stand alone entire life...but for Men, when his wife died..xsampai seminggu da kawen laen. My children need maternal attention~huhh..alasan jerr..Real phenomena nowadays ain’t?? Indeed, this’s not just because women share men’s androgen hormone where makes women strong..But actually, God is brilliant creating the awesome creature named women..patotla women je leh deliver baby..They’re strong enough internally.while,men are externally strong tapi padahal….ermm….ade sape nak bangkang ker???tak pernah plak dengar ader kes wife abuse husband.tula naseb orang pompuan dala penyabar, baek, tabah, bak kate sort of yang baek2 jela kat pompuan ni.yang baek2 jer ofkosh inheret from mom ..hahaha...Now i merely admit that...iM PRoud tO be a WOmAn!!

It aint easy to understand women’s language…pompuan ni laen sikit dari laki.opss correction!! lain banyk sebenarnye.she says what she doesn’t mean.they expect men to understand the hidden message.that’s why la pompuan ni ske sangat tak nyew..laki pon xphm2 bahase..watchup men..u have to learn women's language much before in relationship with us..unless u're you dont have to..well, men are straight. Language is simple for them. but some ade gak kot yang dorang suke nak double meaning..well, that is men’s stuff.i don bother at all.

so here I list out what things women wish men knew..

What things women wish men knew
  1. Don't tell us when you think other girls are hot.
  2. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials.
  3.  If you don't act like hot runaway guys, don't expect us to dress like Victoria Secret models.
  4.  Mark anniversaries on a calendar.
  5. Just because you L the C doesn't mean we have to S the D.
  6. This is how we see it . . . Don't call = Don't Care.
  7. Which also means that if we don't call, take the hint.
  8. We like you to be a little jealous . . . but overly possessive is not necessary.
  9. We're allowed to be late . . . you are not.
  10.  Eye contact is key.
  11. Don't take longer to get ready than we do.
  12. Laugh at our jokes.
  13. Three words . . . honesty, honesty, honesty.
  14. Girls can be groupies. Guy groupies are stalkers.
  15.  Do not start with us. You will not win... not kidding.. we ALWAYS win
  16.  Would you like it if a guy treated your sister that way? We didn't think so.
  17. If you ask nicely, we usually answer the same way.
  18.  We will never have enough clothes or shoes!
  19.  We have an excuse to act bitchy at least once a month.
  20.  Open the door for us no matter where we are . . . even at our house and getting into the car.
  21.  We love surprises!
  22. Pay attention to the little things we do, because they mean the most.
  23.  Even though you are sometimes insensitive and hurt us, we still love you with everything we’re.
  24.  Hit it and quit it, because later I'll be with you're best friend and he lasts for hours.
  25. Don't act hard around your friends because I won't make you hard tonight.
  26.  Sometimes "NO!" really means "NO!"
  27. Sensitive guys are great . . . but crying more than we do in a movie just isn't right.
  28. Don't let ex-girlfriends cause drama, relationships are stressful enough.
  29. It takes a special kind of stupid to forget birthdays.
  30.  "Fat Chicks" have feelings too.
  31. Silent treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears, yelling and nasty looks all add up to. YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG!
  32.  Just because a girl doesn't pick up on the first ring doesn't mean she's not waiting by the phone.
  33. You don't have to spend a lot, if it means a lot.
  34. Don't say you love me if you don't 100% mean it.
  35. Don't ever lie to us... we will catch you.
  36. When the girls get together, we talk about EVERYTHING. Meaning my best friends know everything about you.
  37. Once you cheat us...we will never forget. Please don’t expect we forgive you after all.
That’s no hard to be into women heart..Women expect less but giving more. It might make the women like you when you are dating her, but eventually shes going to think you’re a huge pussy if you keep appeasing her and letting her when, then she'll get bored and move on. Remember, women don't actually know what they want. They just think they do. 

so,  I think some of this is useful..
 last word but not least..
“Woman was taken out of man~ not out of his head to top him, nor out of his feet to be trampled underfoot, but out of his side to be equal to him, under his arm to be protected, and near his heart to be loved”

Tuesday, October 12, 2010


hey.. i think im back.haha..well, after having miserable proposal matters and presentation, m relief so much now...FuhhHhhh.........

so, wat had happened today..erm, i just finished my proposal presentation..Thanks Allah..everything was proposal entittle: The effect of gamma radiation on kenaf and roselle seed germination in plant tissue culture. it sound Wow huh??but the presentation is not the end's actualy the starting point for the next steps..i dont think my next sem-break will "bahagie" like the last previous breaks..daMn hell huh!! fyp definitely screw up my hoLiday!! so..what suppose to do now is resume my study specially in watever relating to my fYp topic..huhhh...*sighing*

study is totally exhausting..kinda boring sometime.but, i don know why im felling like thousand years waiting for my degree end.

today i stood in front and give talk to the Lecturers and my fellows..ceh~budget cam hebat~ i just had luck during the presentation..well, during my turn, only three of 'Otai' lecturer paNgkat Dr and Prof observed, that was not much questions they asked..and i dgN sLUmber answered them happily..
dis is very sweet experience entire my life..nervous is something normal for early, i did too..but afta several minutes standing in front i felt nothing~heartless kot..

trillion thanks for everyone who was supporting me..and thanks for eni for giving me 'jampi' before i started my presentation..that worked huh!!haha..

 dis all the "Ragam" during presentation's day ..macam2 adaarrr 

me during give talks..gambar poyo jer

mencarot pa la kat depan tu

tgah hafal lagu ker pon xtaw larr
my bestie~shena & eni

free style from my besties

dey...punya orang

semangat tak muke dak due orang ni.. roomate remind me that proposal is nothing..the project just be ready for permenantly head damage!!..
ps: gOOdluCk everybody

Sunday, October 03, 2010

.:My apOlogy:.

hey everyone..erabelle here
sorry i think i just left my bLog in Long time of period..
since i am busying ryte now ..*as final year student as well*..i almost forget my bLog..huhu..
well, i will resume writting my bLog in short time hopefully..i've so many things in my mind to be just wait more, thanks for those who signs as my words can tell my appreciation..
luv ya..

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